Thursday, August 5, 2010

Day 204 ~ Rabbit plus some venting

Another picture I took this morning.

I'm not sure if it's the pain medications affecting my moods but I can't take much more. I can't make people happy and I'm sure in the hell not going to change for anyone ever again. Compromise absolutely, but only for the right reasons. Walking on eggs shells isn't me anymore. I am who I am and if it's something you can't handle then parting ways now would be best.

I wish I was this dang grass, crap and hop on need to put up with b.s.

When someone comes into your life, you hope for the best and never imagine the worse. When it does, you are disappointed, hurt, lonely and lost. I think that whether you have known someone for four years, four weeks or four days, you will never truly know that person. Either because you won't let them in because you have been hurt, or they won't let you in for the same reasons.

I think in the last month I have bottled up too many feelings. Now, it's all crashing down on me. I'm grateful to have my sister here, she has been an amazing support system for me. There is a reason why she is my bestfriend.

I found this saying and I really like it.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, forget the ones who don't. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Hmmm, that has to be the most feelings I've ever shared on here. Thanks for letting me vent!


  1. I'm sorry you are hurting :( I'm glad you have your sister to be your support system. Unlike the quickness of the rabbit, sometimes it takes a long time to make sense of the emotions.

  2. Feeling so much pain and hurting on top of the pain you have is not a good way to be. I mo so glad you have your sister with you Bre. We all need them and I thank God for mine. We have been thought so much for each other.
    Breath Deeply .. Step aside and have the faith that what you are learning will get you to a place you need to be. Hard to think about that now but in my experience that is what happens and sometimes it does take time. Lots of patience, tears and someone to lean on.
    Thinking about you and love the little rabbit.
    He is a sweetie.
    Keep on going your worth it.
    Hang on to who you are.

  3. Sorry you're hurting Bre I'm so glad that your sister is there and she's got your back. It's good to vent, because keeping it in will only make you sick. Hope it gets better for you. You can't make anyone happy that does not want to be happy. Sending you lots of positive energy. :)